Thursday, September 29, 2005
hi.. i got nothing to blog about today and for the last few days.. mug ba ppl.. study..
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
erm.. my life have been kinda bored.. but busy at the same time.. haha do do do practise practise practise.. i guess it will continue for the next 1 month till os are over.. nvm mug hard and i will be rewarded.. mug harder and i will be rewarded even more.. sian.. sian.. hi ppl.. how are u.. mugging too? erm sec 4s no need to say all mugging.. the rest maybe slacking or kiasu one prepare for end of year ba.. hmm got plans for myself.. everyday i shall do some studies play 1 round of dota.. study and study watch tv for 1 hr 9-10 thats it.. rest of the time study.. try not to slack .. study.. study.. everyone study..
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
i am so bored now dota is so boring maple is even more boring san andreas i have complete already i am out of game... i want to go out no one go out with me.. so bored.. bored...
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
love my new song... kk.. erm got back phys.. erm b4.. haiz ya.. did not get 36 for mcq if not a2 haha.. haiz ya.. nvm.. erm b4 how.. how.. hope the rest good then maybe first 3 month still got somewhere to go.. lol.. kk.. erm.. made some decision.. will not pressure her leave things as it is.. kinda give up and remeet her again 3 years later ba.. see if things changed anot.. within this time we will remain as friends.. dongsang..
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Monday, September 19, 2005
i am so stupid.. stupid to the extreme... can't take.. called her wanted to talk to her but her sister answer the phone.. having to entertain her sis for fuck.. and she is so bloody irritating.. i just say "ni hen fan" and she started crying and tell me about what oh i have no opinion too stupid already... can't be with her sister.. haiz.. i am not for her ba.. i am not interesting at all no jokes just a fucking plain guy with a fucking attitude..
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hoho.. today was so tiring.. mass orgy.. lol.. kk went to ty house watch soccer eat pizza mass orgy go park play fire burn make bomb.. spit saliva damn disgusting.. take one empty can then everyone spit inside then pour into the fire.. lol.. kk then water bomb.. play play.. that joshua and chu hao so hum.. run until so far.. haha.. kk..
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
stop.. ended here... 18/9/05 where is all starts at 19/9/02
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haha.. reach this stage already ba.. time to let it go.. guess i can't be with her only can see her with her love one ba.. the end.. ...
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
hmm today was rather fine did not went to sch caus no need to go .. went out.. go dg with josh chuhao .. actual plan was meet 1 pm at dg but we late then met each other at serangoon mrt at 1.30 kk then go dg chu hao want to change money then the money changer got friday prayers hmm guess all money changer are either indian or malay.. kh there got time say 2.15 ok 2.15 we went then what say lunch break.. ok then walk around kk he is back.. change the money then he like so bua song...ok went to marina south play some cs with so many ppl.. kok ty tk michael ikth jy davin des tim rt so many.. total 15 ppl.. then went chongpang to eat shan wei company.. cpsy.. ok eat talk eat talk eat talk eat play arcade eat.. then eat till 7plus went dg again.. play aracade blah blah home.. thats it.. kinda miss her.. but nvm..
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
oh my god the prelims are over then it would be the o level practical and then the O LEVEL... oh my god that is very fast try to mug more then.. mug mug.. u have a mug u add it with some oil and then u drink it it would then become a mug with alot of jia you... okok my mum nag and nag now she come out with creative stuff like u dun use the com until your hand become numb thats what she just said... erm ppl do your mother restrict what time u sleep wha time u bath what time u erm duno.. caus my mum do.. and she got the habit of shouting and nagging and say sacarstic stuff.. hmm i guess maybe my father is not around then she got no one to talk to and have boring sex life and then sleep alone at night on the king size bed she feels lonely and angry and then vein it out on us that shld be it i guess maybe she should go and upgrade herself learn some yoga computer stuff or maybe go to work even if she does not need to..
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
hmm.. tuesday did not have to went to sch early caus my paper start late.. went mac before that got kok ch tim davin ate some stuff and chat then look around no ppl anyway all the nice girls are in sch.. then went to sch.. walk walk walk there we are in sch settle down and ppl start cooming to class.. off to the exam hall kk chinese....paper 1 compo.. erm ok la gong han and the bao zhang bao dao very strange it is not a bad thing but have to write strange question kk after that went mac again omg.. crowded haha got 1 cedar chio bu with a guy.... -.- then got damn lot of pei cai ppl.. then eat and there is the chemical warfare between ch and kok.. fries fly here sauce fly.. k ended and off back home.. muhahhaa...
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Monday, September 12, 2005
it was monday... monday sch reopen and i have my prelims.. phys and e maths paper 1 kk phys mcq was difficult but paper 2 was rather easy.. kk what the hell... anyway duno what to say someone was charge to court because of racist statement in the blog and maybe i can get some attention too.. hey raudhah u suck to the core.. u suck u suck raudhah suck.. not racist actually.. this is lame.. sian..
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
oh my who woke me up from my sweet dream.. kk dreamt about her haiz ya i like only can see her in my dream sian.. kk today was alright finished my phys e maths will be ok then time to touch on chem or other stuff kk.. had dinner at j8 nothing much usual stuff the xiao long bao blah blah.. k went home watch sch of rock on hbo.. it was nice.. thats about it tml will be a better day..
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Friday, September 09, 2005
woke up this morning and msg her.. nvm.. kk today was ok la.. stuck at home and study my phys.. finish it.. electric field is the region where an electric charge experience an electric force.. muhaha.. haiz need some excitement in my life it is so boring.. ppl slam my tag board please do more stuff like that unknown did.. i am bored...
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
hmm today morning woke up do the usual stuff and start cracking.. studied some phys stuff practise sharpen my tools then went to get lunch for my ppls..trim my hair too.. kk now it looks kind of weird.. kk then after that went out go wu jie lu... with ch ty kok wq tk jy tim davin ya.. then watch the longest yard it was nice recommend u ppl to watch it too... then went lan .. hmm thats about it now i am back home .. thought about my life.. think maybe i shld let go.. she dun have feelings for me anymore...
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
last night she replied.. she replied.. but.. left me hanging there again.. sian la the thing she says haiz ya.. haiz so hard to talk to her.. 5 msg thats all she send.. and poop.. she disappear again.. no bye nothing the usual stuff.. gone.. hmm.. i thought it is courtesy to reply someone message or return a call if u see a miss call.. she just say i got ntg to do so i reply.. sian la.. haiz.. why is it this way.. i guess she is not the ying anymore.. not anymore... time to let go i guess...
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
haiz... things went the same she did not reply me ... erm anyway wake up in the morning having the same sick feeling.. no message.. brush teeth eat breakfast bath pack my room pack my bag and off to study.. study with the black and kok.. then took phys txbk from ma.. then erm went back to study then around 4.30 left and went to amk.. haha stalk a girl there trying to see her face but only saw the side seems to be quite chio from the back.. haha then went to the black house then went to orchard.. eat LJ at far east.. erm very few ppl around that area.. no nice girl also.. haiz nice also cannot be nicer then miss chiew.. anyway today was ok la.. at orchard play pool, my skills improving.. after that went home already.. thats about it.. wish i can see her message tonight.. i wish..
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Monday, September 05, 2005
first day of holiday... ok.. things have not been better still the same.. anyway thanks ppl.. u are all so caring.. haha caro thank you.. sian la.. hmm.. wonder what she is doing .. shld i call her house? but that kinda defeat the purpose of she answering the phone herself.. haiz nvm just leave it then.. anyway today went to study my club again got jason ikhtia and special guest izyan.. kk thats about it.. i am drained dun have much motivation to move on..
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
haiz feeling very fan again.. this sucks and it sucks alot i hate this feeling why do i always have this fuck up feeling of being nothing.. haiz.. i really duno what to do.. i got nothing to say already i duno what to do .. i got this feeling that there will be no ending to this story my story.. my life hate her so much but yet love her so much too .. what the fuck is wrong with me.. why do i persist when she was me to leave.. this is fucking disturbing and haiz.. what the hell.. why is it this way.. wonder what she is thinking about... what is her feeling towards me.. what am i to her.. i friend a freak.. an asshole that is always disturbing her.. haiz.. maybe she ignore my message because she got someone else in mind and feel that i suck.. what the hell is this stupid botak bothering me when i dun like him.. why if dun like that si botak then say la.. haiz.. sian la.. kao bei what the fuck is going on.. sucker blog what blog this blog sucks .. assholic freak invading my privacy... sian... haiz.. why is she always avoiding.. why why.. people why why.. am i pressuring her.. or she just DUN LIKE ME AT THE FIRST PLACE... haiz.. why.. if she dun like that why didn't she say at first why is she making me wait.. wait wait... haiz.. what do i really prove when i wait faithful all this are bunch of shits.. sian la kao bei where is she i really wish to talk to her she is damn fuck up.. avoid avoid avoid what the hell.. why do u want to aviod what do u gain how i wish i can settle it once and for all but it never happen.. i dun want to give up.. she wants me to but why.. i will only do it when she express her feeling all this time she never say she likes me or not.. she never.. i will give up when she just say "raymond or whatever .. i dun like you " thats all thats all........
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haiz.. had a really bad dream last night and it might come true.. dreamt about her erm there was wq and mich in my dream we were at my house studying then still got other ppl but cannot remember then i think she was there asked her there but we did not talk at all then suddenly she went off and when i saw her she was at another house but i can see la from my window into the house she was in the room studying then haiz the worst thing happen a guy was with her then he was teaching her i think then do this do that then haiz ya it was so real... fuc k... even though it was only a dream.. haiz.. sian ar.. it sucks when u msg a person and does not get a reply.. its been so long since we had a nice conversation.. the dream may come true....
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Friday, September 02, 2005
hoho today a maths paper was rather easy.. haha can do almost all the question just hope that no careless mistake haha erm geo was managable.. did development instead of the usual tourism haha forget the ecotourism part.. kk erm haha highlight of the day..went to kovan sakie spell wrong la.. haiz ya eat sushi buffet.. erm we did not really eat sushi eat all the roll all the blah blah stuff.. haha then so freaking full went with jason joel joshua weikang and daron haha the usual eating grp there kk .. anyway went to sakie always damn funny.. sure got some stupid jokes by jason or whoever haha before that spent 1hr 45 min walking around heartland mall.. then saw ck wc and jy at the magic shop haha they are always there.. kk thats about today haha.. hahah hahah ahahha ahhahah hahahahahhahahahahhahah
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
not sure oh today is thursday kept thinking it was wed.. anyway erm holiday due to teacher'sday blah blah kk.. today woke up eat noodle then do some housework caus my maid went back to indonesia then have to help out today mop the floor then erm ok la.. went to club and study then usual ppl ch ty kok ikh jason ya erm study then walk around get drink see girl erm not all very nice la haha then went to play lan kk usual stuff la.. sian hmm... hi to those looking at my blog u all are suckers.. lol
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